Twos for Tuesday on Wednesday

           Good morning!    I am not sure what happened to yesterday's post.  It is just gone.  So I've decided to just repost the photos from yesterday for you all!   

           I do want to thank all of you for your great comments and emails lately. Specially about that waiter guy.  I understand what it is like to be in love with someone and not have the feelings returned. It makes you feel like shit!  I went thru that a long, long time ago.... and I do not wish those feelings on anyone.  In that situation the guy I really had a thing for just told me to "get lost".  Even after all these years, I really don't think that I forgave him for treating me so badly.  I do not want to do the same thing to that waiter guy.  For one thing, I know he can't really be "in love" with me.  We've only really known each other a few months.  I know he is just young and looking for someone to love him back. 

        I know I need to have a talk with him and let him down kindly.  I'm gonna ask him out for dinner or something and have that talk.  I can't ask him to just meet me at my apartment.... I know that if I began the conversation at my place..... his eyes would get to me and i would turn into a melted ball of idiot.  I could just pretend to be in love with him and enjoy his sexy ass. And just put the whole conversation off.  But of course that is not me, and I would never do that to another.