The Waiter Guy & Me

             Hello my friends!   I know, I know.... we usually visit first thing in the morning.  But I had to post something today.  The main reason I am so late is that I spent the entire day with the waiter guy.  Early this morning he called and wanted to get together today.  Since I knew it was going to be a very hot sunny day today, I suggested we meet on the beach. I spent the morning putting together a great salad, a couple of avocado and turkey sandwiches some sliced pineapples and a large thermos of bloody marys.   Loaded up everything and folding chairs and blankets and off I went.

       There is one spot on the beach that I always go to.... not too many tourists, mostly locals. I was there about an hour or so he showed up.  Now remember this whole day was supposed to be the day I tell him I just want to be fuck buddies and friends.  But holy shit..when he was walking across the beach to me looking so totally sexy in his little brief swim shorts and that beautiful chest.... I almost thought... maybe I could try to be in love with  him.   But the sensible part of my brain reminded me that yo can't force yourself to be in love with anyone.... no matter how cute and sexy!

    Ok...long story made short..... He is hurt, but really understands where I am coming from.  I made him realize that since he has only been out and having sex with guys for only a couple of years..it is way to early to think about falling in love.  I am not sure how things will work out in the up coming days... but he said he still wants us to have sex and play around.  I told him I would like that, but only if he promised to be out having sex with other guys also.  We shall see what happens!