"There is no way I could love you"

         Good morning!   Ah, a lazy Saturday morning here!   I do not have to be anywhere or do anything special.  I hope you are able to have the same type of Saturday morning.  Or better yet, I sure hope that your morning started like the guy in the photo above.  Nice and hard!  

           Lets see.... oh yeah..... I've been going over in my mind how to deal with that waiter guy.   I have listened to all your comments and emails on this matter.  I know exactly how he feels.  I went thru the same thing when I was around his age.  I was living in NYC at the time.  Hanging out in all the wrong places and with all the wrong people. Of course back then I did not think any of them were wrong.  I was in my early 20's and really full of myself.  I was super hot and ready to party with anyone at a moments notice. Oh, and party I did!  The guys I was fucking around with were all sleazy and lots of fun. One of these guys was a chorus boy in a Broadway show. Often we would hang out just the 2 of us. Late in the evenings we would fuck the whole night.  Damn... I remember him so well.  I fell, I mean really fell in love with this guy.  Or so I thought.  One night while he had my Dick in his mouth... I told him I was IN LOVE with him.  Well... he almost bit my Dick head off.  He proceeded  to tell me that we were just having fun fucking around and he felt nothing like love for me.  Ouch! that really stung.  I was devastated.  He jumped up and as he walked out of the room, he turned back and said "get a grip , there is no way I could love you!"

       Remember... I really thought I was in love with him... I sat in my room for days totally bummed out.  I could never treat anyone like that. And I know my conversation with that waiter guy will not be easy, but at least I know how to let him down with out totally hurting his feelings.